Pain was my best friend.

"Let everything happen to you. Beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final."
[Veronica]

Happiness is bliss:

-Don’t depend on other people for happiness. Love who you are. Find happiness in yourself.
-You need to put yourself in a positive mindset. Try smiling…
-Exercise always helps. It releases those feel good chemicals called endorphins.
-Read “The Four Agreements”. It’s a great book to live by.

Once you’ve found happiness in yourself.. Meaning you accept who you are, try finding things you love to do. If you love yourself, you will then be able to love another and be loved back.

if i have to be in pain so others are happy, then its okay.

i am in bliss at this moment.